SORRYT_T

i knw i am wrong la
pls dun think like that

so heart pain aaT_T

i adi try my best dun think much jor~~

i did gam aa~~

i less adi~~

T_T

sory my dear

opsT_T

ops!!

sory,i am jealous againT_T

sory,i too free go n visit ur fb..

i tot ntg geh..bt see har see har...

i see dao ur ex><

i think too much la~~suddenly jealousT_T

next time i think ur fb i dun want visit anymore!!!!!!!

i think toooo much la~~haiz~

整晚的东西~

整夜我都在想，
做么你有一个那么麻烦的女朋友，

整天生病！！！公主病！！！贪玩！！不听话得像个小孩子！！！

整天找东西气你！！
对不起啦~~

我的病一个比一个严重，

我不想你有那么多的负担，因为你也很累了。

我自己也是病到累了，我真的怕我比你早离开了这个世界。。。

昨天其实想离开你的，我不想你那么累了。。

可是，

我犹豫的很久，原来我办不到，我离开不你了~~T_T

我从来没打算跟你说我的病情的~~因为我自己也接受不到！！

我们才刚开始一起，我不要酱容易放弃！！

我真的真的和爱你~~

真的离开你了，我的生活会比以前还要以一塌糊涂！！！

昨晚是我第二次看你哭得像小孩子，傻瓜~

你还有我啊~
我会好好照顾自己~不让让你担心<3

对不起，宝贝~

我帮不上什么，只能静静听你诉苦~

听着听着自己也难过了，

我一直想办法让你舒服点，好像没成功到~反倒让你担心我。

亲爱的，

我依然想我们的未来，

我依然想有我们的家庭，孩子。

全部都很幸福，快乐。

吵架，依然那么恩爱。

当我起来时，我不知道为什么，一直想你，想你想到惊醒了~

我真的爱你爱到无法自拔。

因为有你,
我傻过,我痛过,认真过,
改变过,努力过,坚持过,
悲伤过,失眠过,心碎过,
苦笑过,却不曾后悔过

我也会学会~

愛一個人！要了解，也要開解；要道歉，也要道謝；要認錯，也要改錯；要體貼，也要體諒；

是接受，而不是忍受；是寬容，而不是縱容；是支持，而不是支配；是慰問，而不是質問；

是傾訴，而不是控訴；是難忘，而不是遺忘；是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；

是為對方默默祈求，而不是向對方諸多要求；

可以浪漫，但不要浪費；可以隨時牽手，但不要隨便分手

如果你都做到了，即使你不再愛一個人，也只有懷念，而不會懷恨。

ｓｈｏ ｌｏｕ

I am loving my dear,
i knw around my fren is dislike u><
bt i knw that,,they nt und u~
be4 that me also dislike u geh..
cause i hate ppl scold me bad word!!
bt after angry u~i am like u too~
bt that time i choose dun be ur gf~
cause i am stil is a  ply gal~ sory..
we just tgt 2 month~~ we always quarrel bt i knw sometime is my fault..
i also knw sometime u angry me,jealous..
also gt sometime i am angry u,bt i never tel u ~
cause i endure u~
i dun want lose u ~
i dun want talk sometime~
cause i hate when i am getting angry is very horror~~
tgt wit u~~
i am hapy ,comfortable~
bt mostly is~ I　ｌｏｖｅ　ｕ　＜３＜３＜３
ｉ　ｈｏｐｅ　ｔｏｏ～～
ｄｕｎ　ｌｉｅ　ｔｏ　ｍｅ～ｐｌｓ！！！！　

i am a gal need ppl care!!!!

when i am saying i am ok!!! super ok!!! damn ok!!!
seriously i am lied!!
i dun want ppl knw i am fucking damn boh mood!!
bt this word just CPF know~(guess boh ppl know who is he)
i sure wil cry it out~~~!!
i started nt und u~
cause i me n u really ned long time ago~
we just close in 3 til 4 month only~
i really ned a ppl care me as CPF care me~~hope u are more special then CPF~~~
when i am angry n jealous~~i wil do many stupid thing~~!!!
cause i just want let u notice it!!!
bt u never do it!!!
when i gt hope , mean i gt a big big disappointed!!

我怎么了？？ 好会吃醋！！！！

看到那个名字就很不爽了。。。

不知道为什么，算吧。。都不想斗。。

还是喜欢静静的，慢慢的不找你了。。

我跟你只是路过的，我没什么把你放到那么重要。。

我都不知道为什么看到你写‘我想你了’会很开心~~

可是我又爱让你想我多一点，所以不见你，可是心总是软。。都会去找你。。

可是看到你总是很失望的离开。。

很木的你，让我觉得认识你是很辛苦的。。

我最讨厌你了。。

我讨厌你对我好。。

我讨厌你有时对我好有时对我不好。。

邪门了，开始对你有不同的感觉。。

跟邪门的是，我无时无刻都想你，念的味道。。。

习惯的人，我不知道找谁好。。。

自私的我，希望你是我的，可是我看来不是，身边好多美女陪你，

我看来是多余的了。。
看到你对你的朋友好，我吃醋了！！！

我吃什么醋自己都不知道！！！

我选择的lie!!!!!

我们只是朋友而已。。。

你的照片在我电话里会慢慢的，一张张的离开，就好像我们友谊，慢慢的，悄悄地离开。。

我们会变回陌生人了。。。

我还以为你会好过‘平凡’。。

原来的对那人好的，全部都是一样的。。。

让我默默地离开。。。

我不喜欢跟人家争，不喜欢跟人说我的不是。。。

因为我害怕，我害怕。。。

对不起。。。我觉得自己很不成熟。。

我不知道我应该从哪里开始！！！

很累的我，

带面具带到很累，我很想做会以前的我，可是现实不允许！！！

maykok, hapy n dun hv annoying geh u ..where are u now??

y always emo adi!!!!

i hate ppl treat me good~~cause i scare!!!

i should be alone ..right??

i should nt cry infront ppl~~

should be strong? i am tired to be strong!!!

i want be a gal ,gt ppl tam me,sek me..

i want gt a boy always beside me~`love me~~

bt y cant?

i cant leave my parent,i cant leave my fren...

i dun want make them wory me~i dun want make them sad too~~

i love all my fren， bro & sister~

sori

OMG,i duno gt wat feel to u!!
dream dao u!!
hate u noob..hate u dun und gal..
hate u so kayu..ppl already say til like that..u stil can quarrel wit me!!
i really want gv u gek sie~~
i duno want how adi~~
mis u also, bt i stil cant meet u!!
i scare i beh tahan scolding ppl~~
u making me more n more dislike u~fren!!!!

emo song for meT_T

屏   幕 上    你 笑   的 模 样

pínɡ mù shànɡ nǐ xiào de mú yànɡ

应   该  又  受   了 伤

yīnɡ ɡāi yòu shòu le shānɡ

想    狠  狠  不 借  你 肩   膀

xiǎnɡ hěn hěn bú jiè nǐ jiān bǎnɡ

电   话  断   了 又  响

diàn huà duàn le yòu xiǎnɡ

终    究  ， 我 心  太  软

zhōnɡ jiū ， wǒ xīn tài ruǎn

为  他 流  的 泪  未  干

wéi tā liú de lèi wèi ɡān

烙  印  在  我 的 胸    膛

lào yìn zài wǒ de xiōnɡ tánɡ

我 故 作  大 方   ， 听   你 哭 整    晚

wǒ ɡù zuò dà fānɡ ， tīnɡ nǐ kū zhěnɡ wǎn

好  朋   友  ， 跨  不 过  的 墙

hǎo pénɡ you ， kuà bú ɡuò de qiánɡ

说   爱 了 ， 却  一 再  受   伤

shuō ài le ， què yí zài shòu shānɡ

说   爱 了 ， 却  把 我 祝  福 归  还   ， 一 起 孤 单

shuō ài le ， què bǎ wǒ zhù fú ɡuī huán ， yì qǐ ɡū dān

说   爱 了 ， 对  的 他 离 散

shuō ài le ， duì de tā lí sàn

错  过  你 的 我 却  在  身   旁

cuò ɡuò nǐ de wǒ què zài shēn pánɡ

谎    话  你 能   拆   穿

huǎnɡ huà nǐ nénɡ chāi chuān

懂   我 怎  么 会  难

dǒnɡ wǒ zěn me huì nán

活  该  我 总   是  不 勇   敢

huó ɡāi wǒ zǒnɡ shì bù yónɡ ɡǎn

宁   愿   学  着  习 惯

nìnɡ yuàn xué zhe xí ɡuàn

他 却  可 以 简   讯  几 行

tā què ké yǐ jiǎn xùn jǐ hánɡ

让   你 回  到  身   旁

rànɡ nǐ huí dào shēn pánɡ

我 恨  ， 又  能   怎  样

wǒ hèn ， yòu nénɡ zěn yànɡ

为  他 流  的 泪  未  干

wéi tā liú de lèi wèi ɡān

烙  印  在  我 的 胸    膛

lào yìn zài wǒ de xiōnɡ tánɡ

我 故 作  大 方   ， 听   你 哭 整    晚

wǒ ɡù zuò dà fānɡ ， tīnɡ nǐ kū zhěnɡ wǎn

好  朋   友  ， 谁   要  这  面   墙

hǎo pénɡ you ， shuí yào zhè miàn qiánɡ

说   爱 了 ， 却  一 再  受   伤

shuō ài le ， què yí zài shòu shānɡ

说   爱 了 ， 却  把 我 祝  福 归  还   ， 一 起 孤 单

shuō ài le ， què bǎ wǒ zhù fú ɡuī huán ， yì qǐ ɡū dān

说   爱 了 ， 对  的 他 离 散

shuō ài le ， duì de tā lí sàn

错  过  你 的 我 却  在  身   旁

cuò ɡuò nǐ de wǒ què zài shēn pánɡ

谎    话  你 能   拆   穿

huǎnɡ huà nǐ nénɡ chāi chuān

懂   我 怎  么 会  难

dǒnɡ wǒ zěn me huì nán

( 送   你 回  家  那 车  窗     外  天   慢  慢  亮    )

( sònɡ nǐ huí jiā nà chē chuānɡ wài tiān màn màn liànɡ )

OH ～ 感  觉  我 像    笨  蛋

OH ～ ɡǎn jué wǒ xiànɡ bèn dàn

( 你 说   谢  谢  一 切  就  像    角  色 演  完  鞠 躬   离 场    )

( nǐ shuō xiè xiè yì qiè jiù xiànɡ jué sè yǎn wán jū ɡōnɡ lí chǎnɡ )

剩    我 和 单  人  房   ， 空   荡   荡

shènɡ wǒ hé dān rén fánɡ ， kōnɡ dànɡ dànɡ

爱 了 ， 却  一 再  受   伤

ài le ， què yí zài shòu shānɡ

爱 了 ， 却  把 我 祝  福 归  还   ， 一 起 孤 单

ài le ， què bǎ wǒ zhù fú ɡuī huán ， yì qǐ ɡū dān

说   爱 了 ， 对  的 他 离 散

shuō ài le ， duì de tā lí sàn

错  过  你 的 我 却  在  身   旁

cuò ɡuò nǐ de wǒ què zài shēn pánɡ

谎    话  你 能   拆   穿

huǎnɡ huà nǐ nénɡ chāi chuān

懂   我 怎  么 会  难

dǒnɡ wǒ zěn me huì nán

你 故 意 不 拆   穿   …

nǐ ɡù yì bù chāi chuān…

just 1 nite~

just 1 nite~~

just few hours

can saw my fren all emoing

i cant help it?

y,i am so stupid la~

y i am sad ,gt alot of ppl tam me...

bt i want help my fren,i fail!!!

y i am that kind of ppl so stupid~~

i want u guys hapy~~

i dun want my fren emo!

sory,guys~~

i am heart broke ~

i  hope maykok disappear !!!!!

I am OK!!!!!

I am OK!!!
very ok!!
super ok!!
super double ok!!
when i am say this word or say to u!!
u wil say u lied to me again~~
then i sure wil guai guai cry infront u!!!

Just u know  n understanding when i am say those word!!
I gt a long time din share thing to u jor~
i mis u~~ i ned u~~
this few word~ i wont say anymore!!
cause u nt mine 1!!!

last time when i am emo~~gt u beside me support me~~
bt now? disappear jor?
bt nvm la~~i can handle myself!!

this is lied~~dun hv a ppl acc me~~
where are u?


now i am weak~~
can ppl helping me?
i ned someone now!!

Nite

i miss at nite ~~
i miss at nite chatting wit U^^
just u only~~
can make me laugh til 4get stress n emo~~
in this 5 year~~
i can wait u wait til u finish working,just want chat wit u~~
i can dun slp ~~just want chat wit u~~
i can do anything ,because just want chatting wit u~~

bt....
i gt half month din chat wit u~~
1st day din chat wit u ~i start emo !!
now i really beh tahan~~
i mis uT_T
i cant dun hv uT_T

bigbang-baby dont cry~~

**English Translation**








Even if you cry right now, it won’t change anything
Even if you’re gone, it won’t change anything


But why are you crying?
Why are you closing your eyes like it’s the end?
Everything has passed, smile now my baby


Even though many people left you
This song will forever be by your side (We’ll be together)
Even though all your friends left you
I’ll continue to stand here next to you


Baby don’t cry, baby don’t cry, baby don’t cry
Someday you’ll shine, please give me your smile
Baby don’t cry, baby don’t cry, baby don’t cry
One more time, for me, just give me your smile


I’ve been through all of these already
Yeah, yeah, last night
I know your good points
You know it better than me


But why are you crying?
Why are you closing your eyes like it’s the end of the world?
Everything has passed, we can’t do anything now my lady


Even though many people left you
This song will forever be by your side (We’ll be together)
Even though all your friends left you
I’ll continue to stand here next to you
Baby don’t cry, baby don’t cry, baby don’t cry
Someday you’ll shine, please give me your smile
Baby don’t cry, baby don’t cry, baby don’t cry
One more time, for me, just give me your smile


Just give me your smile 3x


Even though many people left you (left you)
This song will forever be by your side (We’ll be together)
Even though all your friends left you
I’ll continue to stand here next to you


Baby don’t cry, baby don’t cry, baby don’t cry
Someday you’ll shine, please give me your smile
Baby don’t cry, baby don’t cry, baby don’t cry
One more time, for me, just give me your smile


Just give me your smile Oh
Baby don’t cry, baby don’t cry, baby don’t cry



即使你现在哭了，它不会改变任何东西
即使你走了，它不会改变任何东西


但你为什么哭？
你为什么要闭上眼睛，像它的结束？
一切都已经过去了，现在的微笑我的宝贝


尽管许多人离开了你
这首歌将永远在你身边（我们在一起）
即使你所有的朋友离开你
我将继续站在这里，你旁边


宝贝不要哭泣，宝贝不要哭，宝贝不要哭
总有一天你会发光，请给我你的笑容。
宝贝不要哭泣，宝贝不要哭，宝贝不要哭
一个更多的时间，对我来说，只是给我你的笑容。


我已经通过所有这些已经
没错，没错，昨晚
我知道你的好点
你知道它比我好


但你为什么哭？
你为什么要闭上眼睛，就像是世界的尽头？
一切都已经过去了，我们不能做任何事现在我的夫人


尽管许多人离开了你
这首歌将永远在你身边（我们在一起）
即使你所有的朋友离开你
我将继续站在这里，你旁边
宝贝不要哭泣，宝贝不要哭，宝贝不要哭
总有一天你会发光，请给我你的笑容。
宝贝不要哭泣，宝贝不要哭，宝贝不要哭
一个更多的时间，对我来说，只是给我你的笑容。


只要给我你的微笑3倍


尽管许多人离开了你（离开你）
这首歌将永远在你身边（我们在一起）
即使你所有的朋友离开你
我将继续站在这里，你旁边


宝贝不要哭泣，宝贝不要哭，宝贝不要哭
总有一天你会发光，请给我你的笑容。
宝贝不要哭泣，宝贝不要哭，宝贝不要哭
一个更多的时间，对我来说，只是给我你的笑容。


只要给我你的微笑哦
宝贝不要哭泣，宝贝不要哭，宝贝不要哭
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TvZsPIzXLHQ

When i am emo~~wat i am doing?

No, no, no, no more tomorrow

No, no, no, no more tomorrow

Receiving love doesn't mean you have it

Covering time doesn't mean it passes

Breathing doesn't mean you live

Doesn't mean

Baby there's no, no tomorrow

I'm stopped still from that time, that place

It's the last, lingering moment

Although for you, it was just a passing day

Baby there's no, no, no, no more tomorrow

Till you come back, everyday is yesterday

Baby there's no, no, no, no more tomorrow

The memories that ripped apart my heart rip the days of the calendar and fades away like the end of the year

I live as I pretend to forget you - my world still hasn't changed - you're still not there

People all say that if you look back, you will laugh

Even though I have a hard time turning my head that used to face you

I don't want to hear it but why do they keep blabbering? I'm lingering here

Don't say that the sun will rise tomorrow

Because tt will be a darker morning than a night with you

Don't say that the ground hardens after the rain

Because it will be a relief that is more frustrating than our worries

Everything is a mess - it's springtime again for you but seasons don't change for me

Even though you say my heart will bloom again, I've got no tomorrow

My insides are empty and my smile is dead

But you say that I look better than when I was with you

You say that you can let out a sigh of relief now

But I'm running out of breath - the smile doesn't deceive only me

I did become normal - my heart became burdensome so I emptied it out a lot

I'm really going crazy - please stop saying words of comfort that I can't hear

Don't say that you can forget love by having a different love

Because it will be a lonelier meet than separation

Don't say that time heals all

Because each moment will be like death for me

Yes, receiving love doesn't mean you have it

Covering time doesn't mean it passes

Breathing doesn't mean you live

Now I know

No, no more tomorrow

No, no more tomorrow

Till you come back

No, no, no more tomorrow

Till you come back to me

No, no, no more tomorrow

不，不，不，没有更多的明天

不，不，不，没有更多的明天

接受爱并不意味着你拥有了它

覆盖的时间并不意味着它传递

呼吸并不意味着你住

并不意味着

baby有没有，没有明天

我停止了从那个时候，那个地方

这是最后的，缠绵的时刻

虽然你只是一个日新月异

baby有没有，没有，没有，没有更多的明天

直到你回来了，每天就是昨天

baby有没有，没有，没有，没有更多的明天

撕开我的心脏撕裂的记忆，远离像在今年年底的日历和淡入淡出的日子

我住我假装忘记你 - 我的世界仍然没有改变 - 你仍然没有

所有的人说，如果你回头看看，你会笑

即使我有困难的时间把我的头，面对你

我不想听到它，但为什么他们保持张口闭口？我在这里徘徊

不要说，太阳会升起明天

因为TT将是一个比一个晚上较暗的清晨，与你

不要说，雨后的地面硬化

因为这将是一个救济，是比我们的忧虑更沮丧

一切是一个烂摊子 - 这是春天再次为你，但赛季不会为我改变

即使你说我的心脏将再次绽放，我有没有明天

我的内心是空的，我的笑容是死

不过，你说我看起来比当我与你是

你说你可以让出了一口气，现在

但我出了一口气 - 微笑不欺骗，只有我

我没有成为正常 - 我的心成为沉重的负担，所以我掏空了很多

我真的要疯了 - 请不要说安慰的话，我可以不听

不要说，你可以有不同的爱情忘记爱

因为这将是一个孤独的满足比分离

不要说时间可以治愈一切

因为每一瞬间就会像我死亡

是的，接受爱并不意味着你拥有了它

覆盖的时间并不意味着它传递

呼吸并不意味着你住

现在我知道了

没有，没有明天

没有，没有明天

直到你回来

不，不，没有更多的明天

直到你回来给我

不，不，没有更多的明天

to u!!

now i know y i emo so many day without reson!!
now i know adi!!!!
is u again!!
y u so important in my life!!!
Y?!!!
i think is i think too many la!!
u gt gf!!
i stil loving u!!!
sot geh lo may kok~~
really ned stop a stupid action in this 3 years!!
be4 i dun choy u!!
i wil tell u!!
take care la Txxx
i break my 1st promise~~cause i want u care me more n more!!
bt i think nt!!
when i go to club!! my mind never stop to thinking u!!
cause i need u!!
too stress jor!!!
i ned u!!
i ned a ppl care me more!!
bt i never show to my face!!!!!
i treat u special!!
cause i am loving u!!!
now!!
all my fren call me~~stop loving u!!
cause love a ppl should hapy,,nt sad!!

now i break my 2nd promise~~
i wont everyday sms u~~n tel u good luck n all the best!!!
cause i am so ''xin fu''
after this sms~~always wait u reply me~~
bt everyday u din reply me!!!
thk god~~
i am so sad~~~
sad til i cant live without u!!!
I LOVE U!!!!
really!!!!
i hope i can stop it!!!!

haiz~~

duno y~~i tot i am nothing jor~><
lucky u din find me anymore~~
i wil 4get foong sooon~~
ya~~i 4get u jor!!!
pls don't find me anymore!!
i dun want rmb u anymore!!
pls leave on my life!!

cause if u find me!!
u making me think bad the sad thing!!
cause u same as ply boy!!
pls let me think u are ply boy!!!
u nt special n nt prefect!!
bt u treat me so good when we together!!
bt!!! that over joR!!
i hope i can stand up as a fren ~~when we meet in future!!!

SO I HOPE!! forget u!!!
then when in future~~~ i hope we wont meet anymore!!!!
bt i mis u also~~~
so, take care ~~foong.....

today is a nice day^^

^^

so happy 1st sms is u send to me~~

thk u for the good luck^^

i no more scare jor~~ gt u that word~~me wat also nt scare jor^^

 I mis u^^

all the 1st pic~~is let u see 1st~~

bt the  pic i look like auntyT_T

bt nvm la~~helping my senior onlY~~ din care so much^^

I love my nail^^ pink color leh^^ me also share to sho lou jor^^

haha~~ more happy is ~~fb skype wit u^^

sharing the make up to u^^

tel u all the story about today^^

is the most hapy thing^^

u are the most important in my life^^ <3<3<3

tired n sleepy~~

good nite world^^ 

I LOVE U~~^^

我的生日愿望~ MyBirthdayWish~~

我希望我的生日有你的陪伴~

我可以生日没有礼物，但是不可以没有你。。

我可以生日时寂寞，但是不可以没有·你的陪伴。。

这些年我习惯有你陪伴。。

我不知道没有你的日子会怎么过，我太习惯依赖你了。。

有我中二到现在。。我一直被你吸引住了。。

我喜欢童军的那种男生魅力。。你就是我喜欢的类型。。

我知道我整天口是心非，我常提醒我自己我不喜欢你的，

但是我越踩越深

很笨的我很希望在我21岁时，你是第一个跟我说：‘生日快乐。’

也很笨的我希望能见到你。。

爱玩的我，

我的身边总是有很多男生围绕着我，

从来没有把男生看在眼里。。

插肩而过的他们，羡慕妒忌。。

因为从来没有一个能让我停下脚步，多看他们一眼。。

而你，不是。。我却可以为你停下。。

留意你每一分，每一秒。。

I hope my birthday gt u accompany me,

My birthday can dun hv any present,bt I cant dun hv u，

My birthday can celebrate alone, bt i cant dun hv u accompany,

this few years,be accustomed to gt u~~

I duno if 1 day dun hv u acc me how to live, too rely u jor..

f2 til now,u too prefect in my life

I love the scout gt some fascination o，u are ppl now I am finding ..U are the style I love it~

I know may kok always lied to myself,may kok always say it: I nt love u geh,just a bit fascinate me only,

bt I fall in that, dun hv any medicine to save me anymore!!!

most stupid in my mind to hope,when i am 21 years old, u are the 1st ppl wish me,

bt u never rmb my birthday also(disappointed) , bt u say u try u best to rmb it...this word can believe or nt??

pls dun let me gt any hope from u~ so hard ..my heart already broken long time ago..

ANOTEHR STUPID THING is，I hope can see u when My birthday , stupid damn it...u nt in malaysia also...

May kok style is love to play,

around me gt a lot of boy, bt dun hv 1 I can  keep on to notice them, cause all boy is same type..ntg special

they all just can be my fren,best fren,best brother...

some of them so jealous , hating me.. y I din notice them...

bt u making me,everytime notice u~

Y??? may kok y suddenly treat a boy so special..

may kok crazy jor???

My birthday stil gt 3 days~~

bt 1st ppl wish me~nt u!!!!!

is my best fren Francis Tan

2nd is my best sister Sheena Lee

the 3rd is a ppl just a normal fren~ never notice the boy be4..

so, my 21 years old birthday wish is how?

U wil know soon~

 

my 21 year old birthday~~

my 21 year old just celebrate wit u only^^
cause i just want celebrate wit u only~~in my mind u only ~dun hv other><
omg...
bt we just fren only~~
i hope u are my boyfren~~
bt i cant be so bad~~
cause i cant spoil ppl geh relationship~~~!!!!

i cant tell u i love u also~~
this word i need keep in my heart 4ever!!!!!
so now i hate myself!!!!!!!!!

today we so ''xing fun'' leh~~

after class we go to TWJ house~~wakaka~~

n he haven wake up also~~surprised!!!!

 wakaka~~
who call u long long time din come bak ipoh~~
so now u at ipoh~~
sure MAY KOK wil come n kacau U^^

everytime see u ~~always is smart look~~bt today~~ 

i know u so long time~~never see u this look

CUTE loo~~wakaka~~

haha~~

we come dao u house~~stil want slp meh??

wake up wake up^^ 

if nt i snap picture geh aahh!!!

CUTE sleeping look 0(n_n)0

we want go n hv lunch together leh~~

fast fast!!i am very hungry><

when u bathing~~

me n sheena slp at the living room

we so tired leh~~

so good nite a while sin yah^^

keke~~y scare me la~~

i am nap gan lehT_T

wasai~~u bath so fast lo~~!!!

wa~~~smart look leh^^

so today may kok be TWJ driver~~

who call u stil in sleepy mood~~~

after our lunch ~

we go n ply bowling~~

AGAIN!!!!!!!!

my leg belum recover la~~

today go n ply again~~~

T_T

pain sie me loooo

i thk tmr my leg cant walk lo

just because of uT_T

stupid may kok!!!!!

I tot i can tahan to keep my feeling in my heart!!

bt today i gv u tips pulA~~~

stupid may kok~~~

haiz~~

suen la~~~

eveyday that ppl may kok annoying ~~~

is u~~~

cause i just want talk wit u~~~

not wit other guy!!!

i just want everyday tell my thing to u~~

cause u are special for me~~

really~~

after 1 years ~~~

i hope 1 day i stand infront u n to tell my feeling to u~~

may kok suka u!!!

bt~~ bt if really fail jor~~me also can stop n suka u n find u!!

cause this feeling in my heart long time ago~~

I am!!!!!

I am jealous!!!
duno y i am jealous~~
i jealous u like ppl fb~~comment ppl fb~~~
bt u never come n like my post~~photo~~ n all about my fb!!!
i am jealous !!!!
seriously i am jealous!!!
if nt i cal u go n like my thing!!!!
u wont like my thing!!
i'm so jealous!!!
i am angry til dun want choy U!!!
i hate u sometime~~
u never notice me!!!
never care me!!!!
just simple say say that~~gao ding jor~~~
damn u!!!
i hate u aaahh!!
i hope u can care me more 1~~~
i hope u always disturb me~~~
i hope is u find me~~nt i find u!!!!

i hate myself~~y i may kok fall in love u ~~~after me break wit my ex 3 years~~
y is u acc me that time!!!
y is u!!!
last year me break wit my ex ~also is u acc me!!!
y u treat anyone so good~~
if f2 that time i din knw u !!i wont so '''xin ku''


ALL THE BOYS IS SAME!!!
SAME TYPE OF PPL GEH~~~
MAKE ME CANT BELIEVE U ALL!!!

mis u~~

haiz~

u look so busy>.<

last time u know i am laogai geh~~

y today u so noob!!!

i say good nite is mean i want u acc me more~

sayang me more!!

bt u just say nite to me!!!

haiz~~suen leh~~may kok boh mood leh~~

stupid!!!!!

tmr u text leH >. <

omg~~u tel me u stil blur n nt und >.<

i am wory u leh~~

god ~~~pls bless him .... PLS~~

hope the text is easy for him~~

pls~~~good luck to u ^^

sorry!!!~~

sorry, 

for ask the many question about u gf..

sorry,

i knw that question for u is very annoying!!

sorry,

for make u emo angry!!i know u wont reply me geh !!!

bt~~~

i stil ned say, if u really love her~~

pls Treasure her la!!

cause a gal who love the boy so care her!! n care about her~~

sorry,

cause i too care u n worry u!!

u are my special in my life!!

i cant live without u~~

bt my healthy gv me worning is~~~i am weak!!

I LOVE U....T

Waiting~~!!!!!

waiting u reply is the most tired thing!!

duno y><

anytime~~~anywhere~~ i am so mis u!!

but suen!!
may kok is prepare to 4get u!!
T...

i am prepare be a cold blood ppl!!!

treat all the  ppl is samE!!!

no special anymore!!!

just that only~~~

Dreaming

OMG~~~

ytd night dream dao u><

that part so sweet><

I LOVE U!!!

can be my bf?

i hope u are my bf n my future husbund~~~

cause i really love u~~gt 2 days din find u~~me so miss u !!!

hope that day u are kissing me><

hope u ask may kok can be u gf><

i hope that day is coming~~~

god bless u !!!

OMG~

OMG~~

y suddely say sori n say u are bad(fault)

me feel weird!!!

bt~~~u know u reply me slow then can jor~~

cause i wont mind anymore!!

Nightmare

A horror night!!!

make me very scare!!!

wat happend to me??

that night u can go bak early geh!! 

y? ned so late go bak??
y stay at the car long long!!!

y u din call mummy for help!!

y???

stupid!!!!

y??? just he din reply~ned so emo!!damn!!

now i dun choy u!!!

din reply u!!1

dun want find u!!

Y??

cause this horror night make may kok haven can recover!!

bt may kok so miss u!!!

bt i din tell u!!

may kok+u!!!

u can geh!!!

dun so scare malay ppl jor!!

dun scare til heart disease！！！

i am OK!!

really OK!!!

hopefully i am OKT_T

T_T

1st nite din chatting wit u~~

duno wat happen~~

u din reply me!!

i hope u can tel mE~~pls~~

seriously i am wory u!!!

wory til i want cry~~~

pls~god~~pls cal the ppl reply me~~

i am very very very wory him!!!

STOP!!!

stop!!

stop treat me so good~~~

cause i wont treat u good also!!!

i wont treat anyboy good be4~~

all the same!!

Then pls stop it!!

thk u~~

LOL!!funny question~~

LOL~~

always say me bad!! noty!!

lol~~

cause may kok  never treat a ppl so good as u!!

me duno how to treat a ppl good~~~

bt i am treat u more good then my best fren~~

lol~

my fren all saying me izit suka u!!

i am saying u just my special fren only~

cause i am nt u cup of tea~~right??

if can~~i dun hope just be u normal fren~n nt just be u sis only><

i hope!!!!!! bla bla bla!!!!!

this is my secret~

i gt a lot of thing want tel u~~bt all i cant!!

that is a very annoying thing if i tel u!!

i hope i am special in front u!!

promise u !!wil treat u good 4ver!!

emo!!

emo!!

because mis u!!

emo!!

because worry u!!

emo!! 

because today we din chatting!!

emo!!

because u duno ntg!!!!!

emo!!!

emo everything~~

just because of u!!!

i hate myself~~

y i am so angry u~~

not u fault also~~~

soli to u!!

me really duno want how anymore!!!

soli to u!!!!

really sorry!!

i hope i can stop crying~~~

cause .........................................

【做人的底线，你认同吗？】

1.不做第三者，即使再喜欢；
2.骗我可以，如果被我知道超过两次，请你有多远滚多远；
3.如果你拿我不当回事，我会以同样的方式对你；
4.我可以装傻，但别以为我真傻；
5.我可以容忍，但别超过我的底线；
6.我不是没脾气，只是不轻易发脾气；
7.任何的真话，我都能接受。
always remind myself like that~~
may kok u CAN geh~~~

LOL~~my fren bday~~

1st time buy a cake to a fren~~
1st time skype celebrate my fren bday also~~
1st time me wil do a sho po infront u~~~


LOL~~~
wat i am doing~~damn!!
bt nvm la~~
u are my 'special fren' mah~~

treat u good...ok lo~~~
nvm la~~~just u nia!!!
fren mah~~wont care so much~~~

happy birthday to my best fren~~ ^^ <3

emo day!!!

i tot i can handle the assignment~~~bt i cant~~
may kok so stupid!!!
y just a small thing~~u cant do n finish it!!
my laptop can throw it jor!!stupid la !!!
today is last day pass up my old assignment!! bt y i cant pass up!!!
just 3D only~~y laptop u want bully me~~y u dun let me render it~~~
I　ＨＡＴＥ　Ｕ！！！

I hope the lecturer  can 4give me~~~
this is my 1st time heart attact at my college!!
n gan cheongT_T

May kok never cry at college~~~
this is my 1st time cry infront my lecturer~~i tot i wont cry infront my lecturer~~~
bt itu solfway blender~~y u want bully meT_T

29-2-2012

erm~~
they all say 29-2-2012 is unburden's day wor??
izit??
duno la~~
then i can tel to whole world ~~
I LOVE U^^
haha~~sot geh~this is sercet la~~y i ned to tel u?
cause u are nt loving me also~~u are stil loving u gf~
we are just best fren only^^
dun think too much la may kok~~
i wil contineu treat u special~~bt i wont tel u~~may kok love u~

cause i am waiting u fall in love to me~~ ^^
if that time u tel me this 3 word~~i wil tel u bak~~
i love u long time ago~~~u duno only~~
causee u never know be4~~
T_T

I love u this word for u is waT??
for me is ~~just for the special ppl only><
y?
cause this word for me~~i wont easy say it out~~
just for a important ppl..
this word ned use my heart say it out..
nt easy~~very hard~~cause i never tel this word by my mouth...
I　nt  DARE...cause this word just gv the ppl i love 4ever geh ppl~~

Promise~~

promise u geh thing~~i never say i cant do it~~
this time~
i promise my ''best fren'' ~~
dun go clubbing~~be more guai lui~~~
this~~~i sure can do it~~~cause u special to me~~

so hope~~all my blog u din see it~~
cause i am talking about u~~~

erm~~haiz~dun want let ppl mis understanding

like to call u sho lou~~~then all my fren tot u are my boyfren~~Lol
funny loo~~
then now i change it la~~i wil cal u my best fren la~~~
cause u are nt my bf u are my best fren only~~
sho lou aa~~???duno leh~~i wil cal u if u infront me~^^

today skype wit sho lou^^ <3
haha~~~me stil emo leh~~~i dun want just se u at skypE~~>< i hope i can see u everyday^^
i hope chatting wit u everyday^^
cause u are special for me^^ <3
all my fren tot is my bf~~nt~~u just is my fren only~~
cause u gt gf~~~i cant spoil ppl geh relationship geh aa~~
WE ARE JUST FREN~~~

i am OK

today chatting wit u~is my 1st time din feel dao very emo~~
is 1st time chatting wit u is like last time we know each other ~
i get bak the feel jor~~
if can~i wil contineu love u~bt all my fren let me know~~u are nt good~~
cal me 4get u ..like that i can live more good ^^
wont emo because of u~~
foong~~tel u last thing ~~i love u~~thk u for let me love u~~~
last~~i mis u so much~~~

i not dare to tel u many thing~~~
cause u stil loving u gf..
i hope i can 4get the feeling on u..bt look like gt a bit diffcult..
when u want leave here...i gt whole nite din slp~~y i am so gan cheongT_T
so mis u~~bt i know u treat all ppl is the same type..
that's y me emo leh~~i hope i am special~~bt nt >.<

cause u are the 1st ppl i do a present to u~~n using many days n prepare jor many thing~~
n if my style~~i wont do like that~~
i never treat a boy like that~~n my phone just left u pic~ all ppl all boy geh photo gv me delete jor...
cause just want save u number only~

my 1st drunk look..u also see dao jor~~many 'fish' thing u also know too..
bt u never share u thing to me >.<
cause i am nt the special ppl~~
i wil contineu treat u like that..because me ............................

i wil using this 1 years to change myself~
cause i hope u wil treat me as special~~

OMG~~

duno y ~~today see wat~~~hear wat~~also crying~~

when i am driving also can cryT_T

I love jor a ppl i cant love it~~

i tot i dun hv any feel to u jor after together wit my ex><

duno y me so bad~~stil loving u><

i dun hope u break wit u gf...cause both of u also love each other~~

i wish u both can together long long geh><

that day me n u geh thing~~i wil keep in my heart as secret~~~no one wil know wat happen~~~

u also 4get it~~lucky <3

just let me keep the secret 4everT_T

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZFOzJfF2aA
love u~~~

I love u~~~

Just find u chatting at fb><
i mis u so much~~
hope can see u~~
bt u look like busy~~
n wednesday u want test too><
i just want tel u~~i love u~~n i mis u~~T_T
really emo loo!!!

tmr is 14-2-2012

foong~~i hope i dare to chatting wit u><
cause i stil scare when i chatting wit u,i wil cry...
cause u are my all thing in my life~~~
i stil loving u><
cause is u change mystyle in my life <3

i misss u soo much><

haiz~~

yesterday u find me at fb chatting wit me~~~~
just know u gt saw my wall post>< really hapy~~ <3
bt..... when i hear u nt feeling well~~me so tension lo~~~
pls god~~ pls bless foong dun let him get sick~~T_T
n i treat u bak 1 thing~~is u always say to me~~~ u like la~~ then now i write on u comment~~u suka la~~~
then let u know wat is that  feel~~~so hard~~~

very emo after u find me~~~
because Valentine's Day  is coming soon><
so hope the god let me celebrate wit u ..
bt this wont happend 1 anymore~~~

Last, i stil want tel the world Ｉ ＬＯＶＥ  U...I MISS U sooo much T_T

OMG!!!

yesterday night crazy wit all my fren~~~
be4 go clubbing~~i think about u!!!~~after clubbing~~i think about u tooT_T
y u so important in my heart>< y!!!!
really mis mis u~~~
u face always in my brain!always miss u~~always think about u><

my CNY wish^^

my CNY wish is contineu love u^^
cause~~i cant 4get u~~~
cause ~~i cant hate u~~~
Cause ~~i cant stop u~~
cause i really really mis u^^

PLS~~~let it~~

pls let me love u~~
cause i cant stop loving u~~
i know u make me always emo n angrY~~bt u make me more love u~~
because is u^^
i love u style ~~just dislike u some of the thing~
y u want hurt me like that~~
i ned use how long to 4get u><
3 years???
T_T
i beh tahan~~me make myself more n more busy ~~~
just want 4get u~~
bt cant~~i more mis uT_T
i hope i can 4get u n me geh memorY><
then when u meet me~~~ i wil ask u~~who are u?
if become like more good~~cause i start gt problem jor~~
i ned visit bak doctor~~
my brain ned protact maykok~~let maykok 4get foong~~
n that time all my fren also pity~~cause i 4get u all tooT_T
i LOVE u~~really LOVE u~~~


gv me a big  accident  then like the korea movie like that~~i 4get all of the thing~~~

emo day again~~

i ned u~~
really ned u~~
cant live without you~~
misssss u sooooo much~~
bt y~~fxxx!!!

y i mis u ~~~
i scare when i am see u i am crying~~T_T
i scare when i meet u~~i wil run away~~T_T

T_T

wat can do?? when i am mis u??
i hate myself fal in love to u~~~
i hate myself missing u~~
i hate myself y i gt feeling on u~~~
i hate myself y always noticed u~~~
i hate myself much much~~~~
god~~can let me 4get all of the thing about the ppl~~
pls god ~~~~let me be a cold bloor ppl~~~pls~~~~~>.<

this year~~~

this years is my last years in ERA~~~
i feel more stress aaa~~~
my class n assignment more then last 2 years~~
i hope i can study degree in malaysia~~~
bt i hear my lecture they say~~malaysia dun hv ''gua''
i feel so down looo~~~i hope i can study in KL~~~
nt at  Scotland la~~~T_T too far from my mum><

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EMO~~~~~~~~~~~T_T

Missing someone~~

Y i mis u??
haiz~~u treat me so bad~~y i stil emo because mis u~~~
haiz~~i hope i can 4get u asap~~~
really emo laa~~~

OMG~~~

very emo lo~~when i saw u online~~
bt i dun want find u anymore~~cause when u talking ...sms ...or wat ~~
u also treat me so 'cold'~~
me duno find wat topic chatting wit u jor lo~~~T_T
bt i really so misssss u~~this word u wont see anymore~~cause i wont tel u anymore~~
y u want hurt me like that~~if u know u want break wit me~~then that time dun tel me u like me~~dun ask me be u gf~~
u really so bad lo~~~
y u make me fall in love u~~~DAMN!!!
when i fall in love u~~~u break up wit me~~DAMN!!!
y u can treat a gal like that~~ y u can ply the "LOVE" ~~~ y u so bad~~~y i love u~~OMG~~~
i really want kil myself~~~


i hope now i can die soon~~~WTH ~~~~Fxxx!!!!

This is i hope~~~

如果 命運可以訂做
如果 有另一次選擇
我想我 還是會 把手讓你緊握
快樂地陪你去坎坷
就算 你有天變落魄
就算 你老得不能動
我想我 還是會 挽著你看日落
你的心疼在淚光中
嘴巴上 彼此嫌麻煩
眼神中 關懷那麼滿
沒說愛 卻早已認定一輩子的伴
在人前 從來不浪漫
在心中 卻總為對方打算
最懂的人最暖的伴
就算 我以後變囉嗦
就算 我老了有病痛
我想你 還是會 照顧我到最後
隱藏脆弱不眠不休
沒有辛酸 沒有遺憾
什麼是陪伴 什麼是心安 你是答案